Now that I finally have an ending with appropriate closure to "The Great Josh Debacle" (albeit six years after the fact, and accidentally uncovered on my own accord; he didn't tell me) should I now make a publicly viewable Facebook Note detailing our time together, the positive effects it had at first, followed by the negative, absolute collapse of my mental health, followed by my rapid transformation from Pink Floyd to the jackbooted paramilitary leader of The Hammer Party when he suddenly and without prior warning, up and abandoned me to run off to Seattle with an ex of his under a bullshit excuse not even three months in. This is primarily for me, but, it would also provide insight into my Phineas Gage personality change and subsequent withdraw from and seething disdain for all gay social scenes, since I refused to discuss him or that nightmare up until now, and subsequently, my Mr. Hyde transformation cost me what few gay Facebook and personal friends/associates that I had. Your in